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Tuesday, May 24th, 2005
11:34 am
hello everyone!!
not used to writing in here anymore for i no longer have the internet but i will now check in from time to time so feel free to msg me if you all like!!

I am now in the middle of recording my phat phat demo! It is far superior to the last one so this one will be sent to the companie's no doubt!!
I hope you are all well, my internet friends!!


current mood: accomplished

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Sunday, October 24th, 2004
4:28 pm
updating because i can.
I love marachino cherries!!!! i got two kilos of them!! yum!!

hope you are all well.
In news I am on the verge of a musical break through....he he he
thats all for now!!


current mood: exhausted

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Wednesday, September 8th, 2004
10:10 am
All is well! I am currently in Truganina (wherever the hell that is!) living it up for a week!! (mmm...holiday)

Mat and I got told off for terrrorising the neighbourhood (which, resembles pleasentville, but in colour...creepy!!!) with our skateboards...and that was before the illegal time...so it wasnt even considered noise pollution. what an arse fairy!!

if that guy wasnt an italian drug dealer-come-mafia man, I woulda slogged him one!!!! hehe he


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Thursday, July 22nd, 2004
6:01 pm - What a Week!!
I am only updating this because i will not be on the internet for a little bit because I am moving house on the weekend. It has been a rush all week trying to arrange everything for it and i am sooo exhauseted. None the less, the house kicks ass so I am really excited...I am moving with my very best friend Nikki, who is the nicest Chick in melb and I never get to spend enuff time with her, so this will be awesome!!!

So tomorrow we get the keys and on Saturday we are moving in......And I had to injure my hand skateboarding, so lifting boxes will be thouroughly interesting!!!

And that is also the same day as Miss G is moving in, and josh has a gig and paul is swapping rooms...can you say "busy?"

But all the hard work will be worth it...Daniel (Nikki's Bf) is getting me housewarming surprise puppy !!!!! and nikki is getting a new kitten. we are rescuing it from the animal shelter it is small and a little girl and we are going to give it a girly name.

and that is all. oh, and before i forget i just want to say
Hello Clare!(Redmalice) did you find out about your exams yet? i hope you went o.k....speak to you soon!!!

current mood: exhausted

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Friday, June 18th, 2004
8:47 pm
Just a quick post to say that I already have 2 orders for the mens bags I am making....(yes...there should by rights be a few posts before this stating that 1. I have just started my business...and 2. that - among other things - I am making bags for both men and woman!!)

I made a navy over-sized man-purse for my bf Mat because he was complaining that he hated getting shit out of his backpack for things such as train tickets, money, ciggies etc. when the idea of making mens bags was brought up so, I constructed a cool satchel-style man-purse for him that had stencil print on it and three internal pockets for wallet, mobile and ...other (he he he ) in a small pocket right down the bottom. Apparantly when he got to his mates house the first thing two off them said was "where did you get that bag!" and "I want one!!"
so (yay) sale!!!!!

best be off..loads of dishes to do...and two baggies to sew. Huzzah!!!

current mood: bouncy

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Wednesday, June 16th, 2004
11:39 am - Just something he would say!!!!!

What Is Your Battle Cry?

Who is that, sprinting across the cliffs! It is Paul, hands clutching a meaty axe! He cries ominously:

"You in some shit now, muhfuh! I destroy all in my path until my glands are satisfied!"

Find out!
Enter username:
Are you a girl, or a guy ?

created by beatings : powered by monkeys

I know....When I get addicted to these things..I get addicted. Pity really. Pointless things.

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Saturday, June 12th, 2004
1:03 pm - Stolen Idea from Kraa because I lack originality to find my own Tid-Bits!!
carrie_my_soul's LJ stalker is redmalice!
redmalice is stalking you because they have nothing better to do with their time. They are also stalking you in real life. Look out!

LiveJournal Username:

LJ Stalker Finder
From Go-Quiz.com

Maybe thats not a bad thing...she seems like a nice girl!! although....not possible coz shes in Perth, Man!!!
Unless she has super-super-psychic-teleporty abilities. Ahhh. No one is bored enough to stalk me anyway!!!
Funny though. all must try to find their LJ stalker..so we can all point the finger when stuff goes wrong at them. Poor Clare!!

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Sunday, June 6th, 2004
11:41 pm
john howard is a radioactive squirrel!!


From Go-Quiz.com

hahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahhaha!!!!!!!! (breathes) Hahahahahahahahahaaha!!

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11:17 pm
Am I cool or uncool? [CLICK]
You are Super-Cool!
Woah! Step back - the future's so bright for you it's blinding me! You are the coolest of the cool. Everyone looks up to you as the benchmark for being coooool. The fonze was your grandfather. Any cooler and you'd freeze! WOO it's chilly in here.
Cool quizzes at Go-Quiz.com

Now, Now...we all know this is not true...........:D

current mood: thirsty

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Thursday, June 3rd, 2004
9:15 pm
I have unfortunatly become increasingly sick lately. everyday I feel myself getting weaker and sicker and I lack both the strength and motivation to get better. I got extremly dis-heartend when the clinic that is supposed to help my condition isn't even helpful....I have rung and left countless messages to get myself booked in for my operation...but they haven't called me back. So I remain sick until They get off their arses to return my many phonecalls.
I have been in a bit of a hole lately. I want to have the energy to do things for myself...and the fact that I have 'let' Mat do everything for me has left me feeling guilty and hopeless. I love him and I want to take care of him...not the other way around!!.
Gemma perked me up on the phone earlier. She made me giggle and gave me some much needed motivation to get better. Now I have the opportunity to establish "Tar and Feather" for her, to steer it and let it grow into a small business......The best little baby sitting job in the world!!!!
I feel very pround and privelidged to undertake this...and I cannot wait to go shopping for supplies next week so we can get some stock up!!!!

Well thats it from me this evening...I have to go and work on my corset designs, then try to abollish (sp?) my migraine. Pleasant.


current mood: artistic

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Friday, May 28th, 2004
11:26 am - Just an observation
Dont bottle anger up people. It's not fucking healthy. Talk to your loved ones if you have a problem. Just don't make it obvious to everyone that you have a problem...then refuse to talk about it. If you don't actually have anything wrong and you just want a bit of attention, Then ask for attention and your friends will most likely gladly give it to you. if you actually have a problem, and you aren't being a drama queen, then talk to someone. I don't give a fuck if you don't talk to me about your problems. Just talk to someone.

end communication.

current mood: contemplative

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Saturday, May 15th, 2004
8:53 pm
I know I have a house inspection on tuesday...so why aren't I in a mad frenzy of cleaning? Mat's over...that may be why!!........um...nah..I've got it!!!!!
I am bone fucking lazy!!! yess.
Not a usual trait of mine..but today I feel tired and weak as a kitten so I am going to do shit all.
Have a great weekend people!!!!!!!

current mood: drained

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Wednesday, May 12th, 2004
10:30 pm
I have a headache. I am going to bed.
But before that, let me just mention that I hate the father of my baby. It's O.K to hate someone if they live in another state. And I know that hate is a strong word, which I only generally use in jest, but I actually have hate for this person. and those of you who have met him (or heard whispers about him) know exactly why. I raise my middle finger and say a big "fuck you!" in his general direction and remind him that calling me is bad. I have nothing to say to him and neither does my daughter. His voice makes her swear and cry...and thats the only association she has with him...probably remembers all the things he did to me in front of her(poor baby, way too much to handle at 2 years of age).
and now I refer back to my first sentance to finish: I have a headache and I am going to bed.

current mood: pissed off

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Tuesday, May 11th, 2004
1:11 am - I am soooo cold!!
It's, like, 1:11 am and about 2 degrees outside and it is freezing!!!! nonetheless, I have been quilting and brooding upon missing my gorgeous boyfriend, Mat. (I doo have to say he is gorgeous...you all know I think that, but he is soo pretty it hurts and I just have to keep announcing that fact to the world!!)
It is almost a year since we have been dating and I am trying to think of something out of this world to get him...but no such luck. yet. When he asked what I would like I simply said "all I hope for is an opportunity to spend another year with you!' and I truly mean that. (of course, he replied with "only a year? you can have me for a lifetime!" and my heart did indeed melt!!! awwwww!!)
But seriously, It is a privelidge having him in my life and not a day goes by that I am not extremly thankful to whatever power there is that i get to be with him...that I actually get to be with, kiss, hug...etc. the person of my dreams!! and I know that all you lovers out there know exactly what I am saying, right?!!
I am so mushy tonight...sentimental too. ahh...must mean that my Mat has left me a few days ago, to go to the faraway land of Albury. But this tale of woe and passion doth end soon, and he is hopefully on his way back home tomorrow.
and the peasants rejoiced!
I must away...my bed do calleth. (and that is not a lisp..I have just gained a case of unexpected shakespeare-itis. which, I may add...am crappy at. crappeth.)

so farethee well, gentle friends. parting is such sweet sorrow...but the real misery is the fact that I am still here, shivering at Sir Paul Scriv. esq.'s ye olde computer, when I could be toasy and warm under ye olde blanket of mine.

(and TTFN)

current mood: cold

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Friday, May 7th, 2004
12:08 pm - Changing
It is so amusing when you think you have your life all figured out and then...Boom! something in this world tells you It is not possible and sends you flying at a thousand miles an hour into something you never even thought you would be doing. I wanted to be a counsellor. And I tried to study..but...I found It made me analyse everyone and everything and it took the purpose away from what i was good at. Listening with my heart, AND NOT WITH A FORMULA IN MIND.
Who cares about the structure of a conversation? I can't be thinking of their inner messages and body language when all I want to do is listen.
I am too much of my own person to conform to methods. I like doing things my own way. solution? I am going to start my own buisness doing what I love. Sewing.
Not clothes though...I cant be bothered competing with all the other fashion dictators out there. I don't have a lot of cash. I dont dress in 'Sass and Bide' or 'Lisa Ho'.
I am making quilts. Gothic quilts. Baby Quilts....just not crappy quilts. (you know the ones! mis-matched 'cottage' quilts...eech.
So for all you Goths out there who can't accessorise their goth collectibles with their Plain dyed purple and black sheets and have it look as good as it could be...fear not. Gorgeous, soft lined Vinyl and Lace quilts will soon be adorned your beds..all custom made to fit your bed and your personalities. Anyone interested? Contact Me or Gem. (I will be going under her coveted 'Tar and Feather' House of design and accessories)
I will (hopefully) have my buisness up and running within about 8 weeks..but I will start taking orders now.....as there may be a waiting list for them ( They are - for the most part - handmade..)
And that is all I can think of you write at this present time.

I hope you have all been well.

current mood: artistic

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Wednesday, April 21st, 2004
10:51 am
Well..I have a lot to day today and not exactly any time to do it in!!! Not even enough time to write this post...but I gonna anyway!!

I have to go to centerlink (appointment at 2) go to the real estate agent and sweet talk them into NOT kicking us out! Then I have to get home, Clean madly (Josh just moved in and I need the place sparkly) then make dinner, shower Lili then put her to bed. Then Rehearse with Gemma...Then clean more. All while I am feeling sick-ish. (nausea....Why?) No Answer to why I feel sick. Just me and my fantastic broken body who likes to aggrevate me on a regular basis.

I have to Run....But I can't go without saying "How good were The Dissociatives last night, on Rove? Bloody awesome!"

I love you Mat (by the way) and Stay Well all!!!


current mood: busy

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Monday, April 19th, 2004
4:04 pm - I have made a subtle (*cough cough*) change!!!
Well, actually as noted by the sarcasm in my subject title, it's really not subtle at all. I am not a subtle change kinda person. The result? No more black hair. Yes, fans, I have made a change and after the first session of dying at my mom's I am now a strawberry blonde. It took 2 and a half hours to get to that stage! but alas, It is not staying that way for much longer, coz in two weeks (after my hair has recovered from the torture) It is being bleached again and dyed Extra Light Ash Blonde..so it will be very blonde indeed!! Thank goodness. I got so sick of having the same colour for 3 years and I remembered that blondes do have more fun! (Well if you think that wearing pink lipstick and pink clothes is fun...which I do...and looking all cutesy and fluffy like...then the last statement is true!)
So why am I now strawberry blonde and not completely blonde? why wait two weeks (other than to give my hair a rest from peroxide) you ask? Because It would have fallen out and/or gone green. I have been putting colours in my hair since I was 14 (mostly all dark) and I had to stip it away and of course if I mega bleached it it would have all snapped off in the middle and turned into the texture of straw, not silk. I like silky hair. So I am trying to keep mine that way!! or because of the chemical differences in dark dye compared to light, it could've gone a greeny blondey colour. Hmm...not so attractive..green is really NOT my best colour, because it doesn't go very well with all the different shades of pink I own. I like pink. Funny that, bet you never would of guessed.
Hmm...what else has been happening? Gem came round last night for a visit ( I mentioned that I missed her a bit..we haven't been jamming lately coz Gemma was making such cash!! very good reason, indeed!!!) and josh is moving some stuff in on thursday!! Yay! new blood round the house should liven things up a bit!! (not that it isn't fun anyway with Paulie round!!!) And I saw Gem's car and we took a spin in it and bought hair repair stuff and Terry's Chocolate Orange. MMMmmmm..terry chocy orange....(*drool's like Homer*)
her car is soo cute!! pinky peachy colour it is. very lovely.
I finally get a bed next week too. (I have been sleeping on a single mattress on the floor...very bohemian..not very comfy..espec. when Mat stays over!! owch)
I miss Mat still (actually, I never stopped...like a continual 'miss'ment)...where is he? Albury!! Albury has claimed thy soul...purge him from your bogan/commodore bowels so that he may live!!!!!!!! Come Back!!!!!!!!!!

ahem. anyway (sorry bout my slight rant of insanity) I must away. Ta Ta For Now.

xxxxxxxxx (kisses for Mat..but take one if you like!)

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Sunday, April 18th, 2004
10:16 am - a wee bit itchy and nothing much else.
My arm is itching hard. It is really annoying but, hey! that's what nicotine patches'll do to ya!!
My little bro came over last night for a 'sleepover'. He was mighty excited about it all week!! We watched two movies, The Medallion (which, although the plot was a bit weak, the spec. effects were awesome.) and Agent Cody banks (not that bad for a kids flick)
we ate pudding and popcorn and then he stayed up until 4 am playing video games and watching cable!! I went to bed, because I'm old.
Today I am off to my Mom's house and will probably be there all day! Tonight I am studying. There. I have put it into writing and now I will have to do it!!!
I also am going to write some vocals to Marcus's song. If he hates them, I will throw them away...so I will try to be good!!!

That's all. Hope everybody had a good weekend! And I will speak to some of you in the week. The rest will have to miss out!!! (he he he)

P.S just as an afterthought..I have to say i miss Gemma!! hope you are working hard and (when you get a moment) lets rock!!!!!!

current mood: drained

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Friday, April 16th, 2004
9:06 pm
Started my demo today. We set up the home studio and it sounds good!!! guitar, drums..etc. Pity I haven't even got to play on it yet!! Paul and Marcus have been very creative and wonderful and they wrote a song. I wrote some piano for it ..but alas. I am seemingly not allowed to play too!! on my own demo!!! (actually..it's kinda turned into marcus and Paul's demo now...bloody boys!) They are now playing Ps2 and I am fucking bored...I wanted to write some vocals before my throat infection gets worse. Oh well. looks like we will have to wait another 3 weeks now before my voice is restored.
My nose hurts.

current mood: disappointed

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Thursday, April 15th, 2004
10:36 pm - My Current User Pic
The pic I am using at the moment for my 'user pic' (for those who don't know) is of My gorgeous daughter Lilith Cerys. i am putting it up on my journal for those who haven't met her (and have wanted to) or who hear about her constantly but have no idea what she looks like.
Well, now you all know!! (isn't she soo cute?)
This particular shot was taken by my housemate mortuus_animus and we were so delighted because she actually wanted to do the shot posed like that....it is her ET-phase-Drew-Barrymore-pre-drugs pose...very broody!!
I am getting sick now and I am dreading tomorrow coz I know I am going to wake up feeling horrible. Don't you hate it when first signs of a sickness creeps on? and I have so much work to do tomorrow and i will be to sick to undertake it. And to top it all off my boyfriend is away for a week and I already miss him unbearably, and he only left today!!! Stupid Albury...too far!!!!!! too far!!!!!!!
I must away. My eyesight is getting dodgy and It feels like the start of the flu is taking a hold of all my virus fighting antibodies and giving them a good raping...(sorry about the crude expression ..but I am too sick to be PC right now!!!)

current mood: lonely

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